I’m officially missing all the special memories in my past. It’s been a long long time since I learned to open my eyes in everything. I’m missing my friends, my teachers, and my peers. I want those happy memories back. I want to build myself once more. I want to feel the beats of my heart over again. I want to sense the determination of each and everyone of us as before. I want to see them laughing all over again. I want to cheer them up at another time. (more…)
My First Inspiration
It’s been a long time since I’ve met my first inspiration,
They opened my eyes in everything that is right inside our nation,
I’ve been too much enhanced by their nifty instructions,
So there should be no way for me to have some dejection.
I can still remember my childhood obligation,
It was just so easy and safe if I would just carefully follow their directions,
No need to endow all of my emotions,
I will just need to sit back, relax and get all the information.
When I’m alone, I always have them,
In time of depression, I just need to call them,
If everything goes wrong, they make me strong,
For now I can say that they are the vines where branches should belong.
They are my first teacher,
They are much better to be a professional speaker,
They do know what I feel as a troublemaker,
They’ll be my very first inspiration ever. (more…)
Kaibigan nasan ka na?
Saan ka nagpunta aking kaibigan?
Saan ka nagtungo’t anong pinuntahan?
Kay tagal ko nang naghanap doon at dyan,
Ngunit ‘ni anino mo’y ‘di masilayan.
Saan ka nagpunta aking kaibigan?
Pano na ako ‘pag kita’y kailangan?
Kay hirap maghanap ng maaasahan,
Na laging nandyan, oras ng kagipitan.
Kaibigan, kaibigan nasan ka na?
Anong dapat gawin upang ‘kay makita?
Halos mamaga na ang aking mga mata,
Dahil sa luhang puno ng alaala.
Bakit kaibigan ‘di ka na makita?
Saan nagpunta’t di ako isinama?
Nakalulungkot isipin at damdamin,
Umpisa pala’y langit na ang panimdim.
Freedom truly begins within my family
I’m growing old, the time passes me by,
I’ve seen many faces and heard many songs of lullaby.
I remembered my father, when he sang few songs for me,
It tells the fact, that first to consider is family.
I’ve once experienced, a true care that won’t lie,
And that makes me feel good in times I’m not fine.
Even in any sense of harm that comes into my life,
My mother was there so it’ll be alright.
My little brother was all alone, playing with that toy car,
He was playing anywhere, until that toy car reaches that far.
And that’s the time I realized, sooner we will be far apart,
So I closed my eyes and said that everything will be upright.
I can still remember (more…)
True Friend of mine
I am all alone,
Looking for someone to hold on to,
Looking for someone who will shelter me,
And looking for someone who will never leave me.
I walked around each fleeting days,
Seeking for a new friend but I failed.
There was never any single night comes to me,
That I’m not tired, hungry, and thirsty.
All I’ve got to do is to sleep,
To sleep and wake up again the following day,
Another day to stand with,
And another passage to travel with. (more…)
Ang buhay natin sa mundo bilang tao ay pansamantala lamang. Mabubuhay tayo at malauna’y mawawala rin. Marami tayong bagay na malalampasan at mga araw na pagdadaanan. Matututo tayong makihalubilo sa iba’t ibang tao. Matututo tayong magmahal ng wagas at napakatotoo. Matututo tayong tumayo sa mga sarili nating paa’t pagkatao. At higit sa lahat at aking ipinasasalamat ay natuto tayong mabuhay bilang isang tao na binigyan ng karapatan upang manatili, mangalaga at mabuhay ng matagal sa mundo. Yun lang naging makabuluhan ang buhay ko. (more…)
It is nice to live. It nice to see beautiful things that surround us. It is nice to see the creations of God. It is nice to see the beauty of the nature. The wonderful sky, the beautiful sunrise and sunset, the stars, shooting stars, the moon, and many more. We were very fortunate for we can see those things. I know you can read this for you can see all the text that I wrote.
It is better to have one eye to see those things but it is really much better to have two eyes to look at them. But anyhow, in life some of us were born handicapped. They are unable to see, to hear and to speak. With this, I would like to emphasize those people who cannot see the wonderful creations.
I wonder how those blind people react to our daily life situation. I wonder how do they see things in a beautiful way. I wonder how do they see love better than the capabality of a normal person to see it. (more…)
There was me and you. Yeah! That’s what I’m thinking. Everytime! Always! Constantly! I was blinded to love you least than what I have expected. I can’t give any reasonable facts why I do have to fall for you?
I don’t know where you from and I don’t either know you well but what is this? My heart was torn for it was trapped and it was beating differently than before? What should I do? What should I think? Why I can’t find out the reason? Why my heart can’t stand all alone? It’s not normal! I hate it! But what? 
I never thought that I would love you like this!
I have been missing you. I have been thinking of you. I have been reminiscing each moment with you. I have been hoping that this love was true. I have been (more…)
To start with, I would like to say that I’m a certified piece of our church ministry. I am certified part of the OIL OF GLADNESS Christian Ministry located at 2nd St. High Way Homes Platero, Biñan, Laguna under Pastor Francis Catuday. I used to play the guitar, I used to sing and I used to try practice the other instruments such as drums, base guitar and piano inside the church. It is an obligation for me to serve my fellowmen; consequently, it is my purpose to serve God and to take Jesus as my personal Savior. I have learned many things because of my stay in the ministry. I’m happy for having a reborn identity because of God. Thanks to God for I was able to feel His love for making me always new in Christ. He changed me from within and He allowed me to become a part of His family.
Anyhow, let us now take it to the bird’s eye view of this article. It was all about community service. We were assigned by Prof. Ernesto Clapano to perform a community service in a particular church. At first, I’m not to think of my church as the center of the project. But as my groupmates begged me repeatedly, I feel the nervousness deep inside me for they want our church to be the main target of the project. I’m nervous for I was not that convinced because I’m not that pretty sure of what are the things we can do to execute a good community service in our church. I have tried my best to figure it out and I think repeatedly. One day, I found the answer. That day was the time that I accepted their wishes as to make our Christian Ministry the target of our project. I placed myself into a little thing called leadership. (more…)
As the years passed me by, there was never any single moment that I have forgotten you because everytime I was alone, your memory always touched my mind. Everytime I was alone, I would always think of the great memories that we had. The experiences that we ever had, the trials, the laughters, the pains, the life’s bitterness, and every single thing that hindered our way which we have surpassed and overcome.
Each day with you has been very amazing. Yeah, it is! I never thought that I would fall crazy in love to someone like you. I never thought that these feelings of mine would just result to a bitter end.
I do miss you, though (more…)
I wonder why I see you in my dreams. I wonder why sometimes you conquer my mind. I wonder why if there’s something wrong with me for the reason that I always think of you. I wonder where you are. I wonder what you do. I wonder who are with you and I wonder when will I see you again.
Sometimes I used to play the guitar and think that you’re just here beside me. I miss you. Yup, I really miss you. I’m officially missing you so bad. I can cover my eyes to stop seeing you, (more…)
After a long while search for further information, I was able to delete this destructive and not healable virus on my computer. You know what? It was so much tiring and irritating doing this manual job repeatedly. It was around 4 am after getting rid of this virus named WIN32/NSanti. *sigh. I’m very sleepy. But I really need to go schooling around 8:30 am. I woke up at 7:50 am and my eyes were like rolling.
Thanks be to God for I was able to answer (more…)
My Computer is infected with win32/NSanti.
When Windows starts, AVG 7.5 notifies about the virus.
When I click on a disk (internal or one of external hard drives) in My Computer window, AVG 7.5 gives also the notification about the Win32.NSAnti virus. I moved infected files into the vault but the problem is not fixed.
I cannot unhide my hidden files and folders.
I cannot open and use Yahoo Messenger. (more…)
Consider these:
If you have food, clothes and a home,
you are richer than
75% of the world;
If you have some money in the bank,
you are among the
top 8% of the world’s wealthy;
If you woke up healthy (more…)
"I am the true vine and my Father is the gardener. He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he trims clean so that it will be even more fruitful. You are already clean beacuse of the word I have spoken to you. Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me."
"I am the vine; you are the braches. (more…)
Ouch. My headache was terrible. It breaks the happiness of my day. My Valentine’s day had been so much lonely. I feel so empty. Like an empty can of a certain bottle. My day was incomplete. I don’t know but I feel like dying. LOL That was funny. All that I’ve done this day was just listening to love musics, looking around and chatting and talking to somebody and greeting them a Happy Happy Valentine’s day even I’m not on the mood to do it.
How sad. The cold weather on this Valentine’s day (more…)
It’s been quiet long since the last time that I fell so much in love. I really don’t expect that this would happen to me. I feel so weary and I feel uncomportable each day. I feel a bit happy but somewhat incomplete. I don’t know. Things are getting weird. (more…)
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I am
엠마누엘 잔 살라살
or
Emmanuel John Salazar
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